Suddenly found my friend's blog. the title is: Flowers In December. It is my all-time-favorite song, MazzyStars - Flowers In December. Then I played it for more than 20 times. it is a magical song that will make you worry-free.
my friend's writings are so static yet emotional. like poetry. I never knew my friend could write something like that.
i am a lucky guy who always get to meet brilliant people. they always surrounds me. I observe them. I learn from them. that makes me a better person.
I wish i can write something as well as my friend does. he uses such simple words to express his complicated feeling so well. to me, words can never express my inner feelings. I don't have the ability to express myself really well. So that i had to speak alot of different things, irrelevant things, to let the audiences to resemble them altogether, and to get a rough feeling of what i feel. and i became annoying sometimes.
My memory is getting worse. I am probably growing old. I need to document my feelings. I used to do my documentation by photography. but that only reflects the irrelevant point of view from me at that precise moment, it did not reflect who I am. Only alot of irrelevant pictures will tell a little bit of who i am. I need to start writing.
or is it? i am very emotional right now, but i can never tell you. in the past i wanted everyone to understand how i feel. now i think i need to understand what everyone feels first.
suddenly found my friend's blog. his title is Flowers In December. It is my all-time-favorite song, MazzyStars - Flowers In December. Then I played it for more than 20 times. it is a magical song that will make you worry-free.
my friend's writings are so static yet emotional. like poetry. I never knew my friend could write something like that.
i am a lucky guy who always get to meet brilliant people. they always surrounds me. I observe them. I learn from them. that makes me a better person.
I wish i can write something as well as my friend does. he uses such simple words to express his complicated feeling so well. to me, words can never express my inner feelings. I don't have the ability to express myself really well. So that i had to speak alot of different things, irrelevant things, to let the audiences to resemble them altogether, and to get a rough feeling of what i feel. and i became annoying sometimes.
My memory is getting worse. I am probably growing old. I need to document my feelings. I used to do my documentation by photography. but that only reflects the irrelevant point of view from me at that precise moment, it did not reflect who I am. Only alot of irrelevant pictures will tell a little bit of who i am. I need to start writing.
or is it? i am very emotional right now, but i can never tell you. in the past i wanted everyone to understand how i feel. now i think i need to understand what everyone feels first.
Suddenly got a task from my boss.... i am going to CHINA for 1 month! All over china: shanghai, beijing, dalian, yunnan, urumqi!
it's a project for shooting cars. I am a project manager of the team. I am waiting at the airport for the plane, i am nervous. never have done anything big like this. Just received an announcement that the plane will be delayed because the weather in shanghai is bad..
Some of the days i will be struggling cold weather = -14 degrees! Don't know how will it be... did i bring enough clothes? I will be seeing snow.. the first time in my life... hopefully!
